You know that feeling when you go looking for something, and once you find it, it hurts so bad, so bad you never wish you went looking in the first place? Ya thats what it feels like. Your world comes crashing down, you wanna die, or hide, or cry, or maybe all of them. And then just when you feel like youre going to break down and loose it all, you get angry, so angry that you could kill someone. You loose all sign of tears, there is no more sorrow in your soul. You’ve lost all feeling really, you are numb. You look blankly ahead with the remnants of tears in your eyes, nothing is behind them, they are dead, you are dead. A complete void, you no longer feel human as though your soul has been sucked away all that is left is rage. Then you pause, and realize what has been done, and you are left hollow. Hollow, for tomorrow you realize it will all be done.